Brutus’ Feelings at the End of Act 4

You are Brutus at the fetch up of Act 4. Write your thoughts. I feel somewhat guilty for the track I spoke to Cassius but I take he merit it. I am oerwhelmed by guilt that I stabbed Caesar and I unagitated cannot believe that I agreed to do so. It now delineates Cassius my one and exactly brother in this world. He was tot whollyy wrong in what he was claiming to be correct, I mean, who doesnt make out Cassius has an itchy palm? What I hate the most though is that he always tries to cause fights with me, specially in front of our armiesOh, Im in great aggrieve that my married woman, Portia, has committed suicide. Its my entire fault. If I had told her what I was planning to do with Caesar there would realize been a lower possibility that she would have killed herself. I showed her no trust and she had all rights to do so to herself who would want a husband like me? A betrayer, a villain, a person who listened to a man who was only hungry for power. If I dont appreciation t o a conclusion with Cassius, our fights could go on forever. Cassius has such a bulky ego that he would always deny the point that he is wrong.However, I would always continue responding back since I know for a fact that what I say is mostly correct as I have had more experience being in a higher impersonate than Cassius. On the other hand, I had to end the fight somewhere as Cassius wanted me to kill him, and I cannot do this to another brother without a solid reason, but also since I was furious at myself for allowing the conclusion of Portia. Meanwhile, I consider Cassius ideas wrong once more involving the case of marching music into Philippi.The best thing to do is to march immediately into Philippi to give the enemies. If we wait, like Cassius suggested, of course we would be less tired but we would case and be hopeless since we wouldnt have tried at all and Octavius with Antony will have gained more supporters, making them stronger. After all, Antony does have hear ta king persuasive skills. Although, on the outer surface I believe we killed Caesar for the sake of justice, deep inside I know that I shouldnt have done it.I regret it every moment that passes by how could I have been such a horrific friend? Sometimes I truly wonder Im positive my actions will sum back one day to haunt me. They have begun already my wife died, and what about the shadiness entering my tent last night? My inwardness skipped a beat and I had to wake up my poor Lucius, Varro and Claudius to make sure they had seen or heard nothing I know I stress my boy Lucius more than any other, but it is because I grapple him the most he is like family to me and has been there every moment for me when I needed him.But I would never want to put his strength over his working abilities. If I live, which I am terrified will not be for long, I will reward my boy Lucius more than anybody else. I feel I have no one else in this world, I have disappointed the people I loved the most, most of all. How I felt sorry for Lucius when he fell asleep on his peter cannot be explained with words my boy tries his best to keep me satisfied and I am absolutely grateful for thatMy guilt no longer allows me to sleep. I dont want to admit it to anyone but I know it for a fact by myself. My heart stopped when the ghost visited my tent, it was something I didnt expect My confusion that moment, made me under concentrate that what was going about was coming right back at me which made my hair stand on end. I have so much to say to that ghost if it comes again, I must admit to it my guilt for killing Caesar, as I am sure it is just he visiting me.